Thursday, September 21, 2006
The Nest is TOOOO Empty
I miss him. I don't feel much like myself so it's hard to come up with an idea to write about. I'll be back to normal soon though. He can't stay away forever. Well he could... but he won't. And when he comes home, I'll give him a day or two to rest up then I'm handing him every spanking implement I can get my hands on. It's been way too long!!
He's been coming home to sleep but I'm long since passed out when he comes in. Then we both get up around 5 and rush out the door. I miss climbing into bed with him. I miss him holding me. I miss him touching me. Loving me. Spanking me. The crop is idle. And I'm getting a bit greedy and needy.
The little dude up above with the big hand makes me smile. Adam's hand can really hurt my rear but I think sometimes he ends up hurting his hand more than it hurts me. That can't be any fun. That's part of the reason - I suppose - that we like the crop so much.
Anyhow, I wanted an empty nest. I longed for it. I've enjoyed it. But this is ridiculous. Be careful what you wish for. If you get it, it might be more than you wanted. I certainly don't mind having no children in the house but I sure do want Adam back.
Soon. He'll be home soon. I still don't know when but it won't be soon enough. I'm slipping into a funk here. Remember Grace being down last week? That's how I'm starting to feel. I miss Adam. I want to just climb into bed and stay there.
Yeah that's it. I'm going to bed early.
Rambled by Eva at 6:08 AM